Just a day in the life of a wannbe porn star*

You know I see these videos online and I say to myself.. That could be me... But the reality is I struggle to find guys to do the videos with me.. and as yet havent found a good way to actually record.. now to be fair I know that if you were filming a proper movie that it would be lots of stopping and starting..

And it wouldnt be all one long take.. but the amature stuff its just raw sex footage.. and that is what I really want to do... :) I have had a few people message me about getting into it.. but we shall see what comes of it.. ( pun not intended)

Well today I had a fan recognise me.. He works in my local tescos.. and a few times I have seen him looking in my direction.. in fact once he looked at me in such away I had to check that I didnt have some underwear on show ( it was on a normal dressed day ) but today he approached me and said.. "pardon me for asking, but are you Cali"... I just smiled and said I was... and he said that he was a fan of my blog and was glad that I was back posting..

I said thanks.. and he blushed and went off.. :) I actually afterwards thought I wonder if he realises that its his tescos that my photos were taken in lol :) Maybe its why the security watch me when I walk in... Perhaps they are trying to catch me flashing in there again... but I have chatted to them enough to know where isnt covered by the cctv.. :) Even in the car park :)

You know I spent an hour today just looking for ideas for new photos.. :) of course its a terrible job looking through porn shots... finding messy photos... but my mind still keeps wandering back to some messy bj ones... I really do need a really good photographer :) well I have one.. but I need one that is free to come to the clubs with me :)

Well after our break due to injury we are looking forward to getting back into the flow of things and have been looking for a new regular and in general just some guys that will get as much out of what we do as we do... :) So far the hunting is looking good.. We mostly use fab swingers and sometimes it can feel like banging your head against a brick wall.. We will be so happy if we can find a few guys that would let us film a session and put it online :) Or even do a nice proper bukkake session with lots of photos.. :)