a different side of me*

A side of me I did not know I had... Till this past few months I did not know I had a dominant side.. Assertive yes... But dominant... Well no... I still could not dominate a man, but a woman.. well lets just say I have a rather sadistic side in me waiting to get out... and although I could playfully or for demonstration purposes take a spanking off a woman.. A woman could not dominate me.. It makes me giggle and think to myself "really".... As I am very much an alpha female... I like to be top dog..and can get very territorial if I feel that position is threatened in anyway...

However I have really found myself enjoying spanking other women.. and dominating them... both mentally and physically.. Although I would not wish to own a sub or have full responsibility.. I do love to do so in a play sense... I find as I try things and learn more, I find more and more layers of my personality and sexual make up... I do not get sexual pleasure from the spanking though.. its a power thing.. I guess in a way like when I have someone I could give my submission too.. its a different and opposite feeling but a good one all the same...

However for me it is always very much about the exhibition side of things... I like to put on a good show... but it can also not be just a pointless act... I like to do things because its sexy... and sensual and good to watch...

but when I take my crops and paddles out to someone I do feel a flood of excitement run through me, and as I start to stroke and spank the lady in question and she responds I do feel good.. and the more people that come and watch the greater my feeling is... although one of the most intense experiences I had was behind closed door with a good friend.. dominating a woman together is even better but the companion has to be just right..

So now I am going to develop that a little, and see where it leads..and who knows you may get to see some rather naughty spanking photos... and I love to control a womans orgasm though x